Monday, August 24, 2026

 

The Anubis of Alcázar



No ship, no road, no mortal reach—
he folded the sky where no maps go.
Old walls, half-broken, held their breath
beyond the gates of Tarifa.

Thunder that night became a roar,
a whirlpool where no stars were seen.
Black clouds split above the shore;
Through their torn eye, the god appeared.

Nile dust still clung around his feet.
He trod where Moorish arches caught the sun.
The fountains stilled, unsure how to greet
a name their azulejos had never known.

The scales that once had carried hearts
now held nothing but the breathless air.
What drew him from his ancient throne?
What fold of space had set him there?

Why did he come?

Plague crept black through field and door.
Iberia bent beneath its weight.
He touched the sick, and sickness turned to gold—
fever lifting, loosening fate.

With fingers dipped in the ancient Nile,
he brushed pale foreheads into light.
The dying woke and learned to smile,
gold dust clinging to their skin.

But some he could not save—
no gold, no grace;
their fever lay beyond his reach.
For them he kept a slower pace
and bore them through the Alcázar gate
to the mounds above the beach.

No stranger, after all, to the dead—
his oldest charge was guiding souls.
Ma’at walked beside him, feather in hand,
as he led them through the halls below.

Down the hall of scales they went,
each heart weighed against one feather.
Some woke among the Field of Reeds;
some passed from every world forever.

Old voices say the orange trees still shake,
though no wind stirs the Cádiz stone,
as if each branch, remembering, wakes
and knows the God who came alone.

High where Sierra de Enmedio climbs,
past forlorn paths no one dares trace,
a statue stands, carved in older times,
guarding what none can reach or face.

No road ascends. Neither foot has pressed
the stone where jackal eyes watch the sky.
The old god’s form remains at rest
while wind and mountain wolves pass by.

And when the wind crosses, gaunt and dry,
the mountain whispers his old name:

“The Anubis of Alcázar.”


Saturday, February 15, 2025

The new America - Caged Dreamer



The Caged Dreamer

After a long and brave journey across the seven seas,

He arrives with a heart full of hope, knees weak in the breeze.

This is the land where the bold carve their fate,

Where sweat turns to gold—unless you arrived too late.

He speaks in code, as he builds their world,

Yet remains unseen, much like a half mast flag unfurled, 

An architect of progress, a ghost in the frame,

A nameless cog in the gargantuan tech game.


They sell him a dream, then chain his feet,

With silent shackles, soft deceit.

“Wait your turn,” they chant, with hollow grace,

While others sprint ahead in the green card race.


He obeys the rules, signs every form,

Plays their game, weathers their storm.

Yet every step feels rigged from the start,

A broken system, a bureaucrat’s art.

Every now and then, he takes liberties,

Not out of defiance, but necessity.

He bends the rules that make no sense,

That mock his life at his own expense.

They call it the land of the free, the home of the brave,

But freedom’s a riddle, a promise unmade.

The immigration beast is a venomous tide,

A viper coiled, watching from the side.

Oh, it’s not a rattlesnake—I dare not tread,

But a scaled monster with paper trails spread.

USCIS, DHS, and ICE,


A red tape Kraken, cold as ice.

He codes their systems, secures their lands,

Yet they bind his fate with unseen hands.

For years he waits, for years he toils,

While time slips by like burning oil.


A guest in a house where he built the walls,

Where he answers the summons but ignores the calls.

Still, he waits, still, he prays,

Still, he dreams of freer days.


But perhaps that dream was never his to own,

A mirage, a myth, a fate fickle & unknown.

For an Indian man on an H-1B,

Is free to work, but never free.



Thursday, January 2, 2020

Icelandic Saga


Oh, where was I?
My eyes have not seen anything more heavenly,
The sea, the snowcapped mountains kiss my pupils
As I suspend my material thoughts,
for myriad memorable moments
Lost in this labyrinth of divine yet bitter nature

I wandered over the rocks and through the moss,
To find the orange sun hang slowly over,
The raging river forging its way in the gorge,
Many fathoms deep, cutting thru rocks and the walls of time

Our vehicle then cruised on,
Long winding roads meandering gently through,
A maze of floating hills of lava cooled frosted with soft snow
As my mind drooled, enamored by,
Far more magnificent than what my eyes could capture
A land untouched by man, so perfectly pristine
God’s own hand over mountains, drawing those deep lines of erosion

The beautiful black and white soil bore no fruit,
But the wildflowers resistant, hardy, bloomed
With a loving gaze and their wild cackle,
Effervescent puffins welcomed us to their abode,
Before we chose another road

That took us to the magical hot springs of paradise,
Where we rested our weary bones,
Looked at a wonder-scape,
Mystic mist of the fjords rose to the sky
Like a blanket soft, for most of the night

Glaciers loomed in the endless expanse,
As a cold sea breeze kissed my cheeks and ears
An open land, an open mind they say,
with solitude plentiful to confide in

Will you ever forget this?
No, never, I must vow, and just flow in the undertow.


Monday, May 27, 2019

Sat by the Olympic Ocean - Gratitude Unbound






Sat by the ocean, blowing with the breeze,
Obsessed with progress, this day we must seize..
If and but, how and when, pensive pangs of indecision
Will they thwart, or eventually aid our mission?

Green webs, creeping moss and glistening greens galore
With a light heart and grounded spirit, paradise I now explore
Ever grateful for my senses, and united with nature,
With gentle rest and reflection, my mind I now nurture...

Every place I go, every person I meet
Another stranger at the dead end of the Street
Is a connection I seek, or sought, from the lives past
Fleeting feelings, a chemical romance and heart hung at half-mast...

Sailing forward...

What if I and something within floated up and soared,
Tunneled through the tree trunks and emerged from above
Observed our lost brethren in a vividly neon dream
An imaginary sojourn ending by a solitary stream...

The warmth of the shining sun is my secret today
The dew drops give me strength to stand strong and say
"As seasons change and flowers rest, nature will guide me through the northwest... "
Dwelling deep in the forest arches, with my spirit unbound
Out of own soul tunnel, I will rise and rebound…

Shine! 



Wednesday, March 28, 2018

Spring 2018: A flurry of change - uncertainty abounds - more monumental than mundane


Spring 2018

In spring time, of the year Two Thousand and Eighteen,
Into the land of my birth I flew, another time, umpteen
Little did I know, that this trip would be monumental,
And that my life would change, and love would be incidental…

Caught in the mayhem of a past mistake,
While through heaps of guilt, I must rake,
A reckless action, unintended consequences galore,
If not anything, this will become our folk lore …

Countries and Borders have never been my cup of tea,
But in a tug of war of work, life and fortunes – I must accede,
To comply with the norm, and reign in my defiance,
With my destiny, accept and forge an alliance …

While I am stuck in limbo, and waiting for a paper,
That takes its sweet time, and limits my career,
I must cherish all that is around me – lovely, warm and beautiful,
And be grateful for every breath – in this life – Oh, so wonderful!

For I have been blessed, with grandiose Love and gentle kindness,
From my kin – my mother, my uncle, my granny and lover,
Showered with support – both material and emotional,
I often wonder – is this episode accidentally accidental?  😊

What life has set forth for me, I must accept and enjoy,
Carpe Diem, as the sun shines today,
While I miss drizzly Seattle, and crave my prompt return,
It’s a shame, If apathy pushes me to pass my turn …
For actions drive change and fortune favors the brave,
And a treasure lies deep within the murky enclave,
Those who wait, and fight to chase their treasure,
In their arduous journey, they must find pleasure…

So, what about the lover – in feline fervor, they ask
And when I speak, in a sublime glory, I do bask,
I have finally found someone who complements my core,
And to my secret self-improving self, she opens a door…

Actions talk louder than words, and it is now time to act,
My dear, I will not just sit back and react.
I promise to guide us through the labyrinths of life,
And hope to bury ourselves in a relationship divine…

For she smiles, and transmits smiles to my form,
Like a first mate, at sea, she helps wither the storm,
A childlike love and an innocence benign,
An intermingling of the minds, a romance clandestine

A journey that will last forever,
A Promise that will hold together,
A pact to respect one another,
A responsibility – to present our best selves, to each other…

As time passes, the cabin fever grows,
So, I keep myself engaged and salvage my lows,
Waiting is the hardest part,
Karma has a strange but fair way, mysteries apart…

An epiphany emanates, seven fathoms beneath,
A peal of positivity shines through and drills through my sheath,
As twilight, like a toddler, scuttles across my balcony,
I must drink the elixir – a mix of virtue, penance, patience
and my own agony…

It’s all meant to be…
Maktub!

Monday, January 29, 2018

Scene VI:


In a stoic cell, but with wet minds
In a golden daze, we stumble upon those finds
Why do we never dare, to touch the stars
They’re too high, and we’ve got scars?

To what we owe, this displeasure Sire?
And please do forgive us, because times are dire
Feel the turbulent energy roar up within you,
Let the desires storm through, strong and true.
 
Forget the past, enjoy Today,
and if you’ve got will, you will find a way.



Sunday, December 3, 2017

The Band of Two


In the howling chill wind, and the lunacy of that lustrously lit city,
Amidst regal insignia and under a star-studded firmament, Oh, so pretty …
Met the two brothers, after a diffident and drawn-out spell,
To converse about their lives, and on vital matters they’d decided to dwell…

The snug handshake and ensuing embrace, much more than a gesture,
While the warmth of it almost changed the weather ….
As they sat quietly for a while, looking at each other, assessing all that’d changed,
A few daring drinks and a sumptuous meal were staged….

Different in their societal charade, yet similar in their capricious mirage,
They greeted each other with elation,
as time, in no time, took them back to the gray derelict garage….
Where their souls & bodies lurked in their youth,
Where they jammed and wrapped their emotions together, in a total truth…

One had followed his dream and the other - the maddening crowd,
One was dressed dainty, the other just had a dithering shroud…
Softly, and strangely - they exchanged words of self-proclaimed wisdom,
And shared minutiae of their own enchanted kingdom ….
Through iffy but resonant remarks about random reveries,
broke the guarded mind-glass, and narrated numerous untold stories…

Then suddenly, ambiance sparked their collective sub-conscious, and led them to hallowed ground,
And they swiftly made a promise, to make that kind of music, that they’d since never found.
In the bottoms of their stomach, burned a fire to create,
And play, and show the world that together, they were great ….

The band came back; Rock n Roll attack …
Lyrics were inscribed; Music was alive …
Record Labels backed; Singles were tracked
Fans went berserk; Arenas were rocked …
Drugs flowed; Awards followed…
The limelight tainted the windows ….

Many years on,
in a vacuous star-studded (celebrities) night,
and nestled deep within a copper colored chamber,
In the company of none else, but each other…
The brothers sat down in reflection, at their zenith, and in all candor…
Absolutely decided that they must part,
Before they, though tiredness and monotony, fell apart…

Those charismatic characters - juxtaposed in a web of light, shadow and steel,
Burnt themselves into an expressive yet eccentric highlight reel…
While their music echoed on, and whirled through the stockades of time,
The family flag flew gallantly, atop their harmonious shrine…

THE END








Sunday, April 30, 2017

A new poem ... on the way to New York City

A Better Self

Not so long ago, and somewhere back in time,
A fateful Friday evening did sooner than expected, arrive…
After a long hard week, and without any rest,
I set forth on my maiden journey, the other coast was my test…

With high hopes and a nonchalant heart,
At half past midnight, I did start…
And then, an Uber (taxi) was summoned with a device,
As seclusion and fatigue flooded every mind-crevice…

“So far so good” - said I to myself, as we sped along the interstate,
While the tunes in the car, happened to be my favorite…
Then, the chauffeur and I engaged in conversation,
And this routine story took an interesting turn…

We spoke at length, and not of small things (weather or news)
But quickly meandered into, what life brings…
The depth of the man’s words matched mine,
Very soon I saw, my own life’s mystery unwind…
               
As with most wise men, he had traveled far and wide,
And spent his life with purposeful action, by humans and nature alike…
Curiosity, erudition and courage encumbered his tales,
As I carefully listened, his voice rang my mind’s bells… 


And everything he said, was modest and terse,
Easy to learn and live by, not only in verse…
Gratitude and humility, dripped from his words,
His expression and rhythm surpassed the bards …

“Is this an Angel sent from above?
To show me the way and find what I love,
Or is he just another man?”,
thought I, as we drove…

He taught me to be my better self,
One that only gushes with peace,
Contentment and ambition, balanced with ease…
“Focus inward, not outward” … I now believed…
To do more of what I love,
and love more of what I do,
Binds the universe together in a special glue…
One that constantly conspires for you.

And since all good things must come to an end,
We drove past the hangars and reached the bend…
In the cold and wet, I thanked him thrice,
For his remarkable and inspiring advice…



If not anything, I’d found a pal,
Shed my shroud, and managed, to not hit a wall…
Change was imminent, and my heart felt right,

As I began my voyage, in the darkest of nights… 

Monday, November 14, 2016

The Dual Divinity Reigns Supreme

In between the layers of an empty mind,
Flooded by a gush of crystal chaos,
Sat a devious hermit, who stopped everyone
From high atop an inclined ivory tower,
He simmered our dreams with his garish gaze.
And seven treacherous levels below... Neither forward not backward in time.
Deep within the tunnels of a rancid reality,
Withered by years of dungeon like decay
Stood the fairy white princess, with shiny wings
Trapped under mounds of Jade filled icicles,
She blew peals of mirthful laughter, up and above, towards our way.
And yet another scene unfurled,
around a poignant pillar,
Where shadows of the hermit and the princess dueled, underneath a mesquite altar.
In their orthogonal omnipotence, they battled for eons together,
Till they, one fine moment realized, that they are phases of each other.
Stopped and united, creating a complete yet eternally ephemeral entity
That threatened to destroy all of the above, in its powerful cosmic starlight.
Such a relative thought, thought the pacing brain...And it was constantly disturbed, when it tried to retain.If a rainbow were painted in reverse, would it's beauty still be adverse?

Monday, October 3, 2016

That's why it rains upwards


That’s why it rains upwards!

Feel my throat go dry in the middle of the night,
Feel my ears buzz with a rip-roaring might,
Feel my mind reduce into organic shards,
In my world, that’s why it rains upwards…

Smell that fuzzy wound, fiery and so deep within,
Rub against that enamel breath, my seething skin,
Twist and walk away, I hope it ain’t the Cotards’
In my world, I believe it rains upwards…

This bitter-sweet has faded into grainy cinema,
and my eyes half-gouged, enjoy delusional diorama,
Thus, I must only peer, fathoms deep, only inwards,
In my world, it ought to rain upwards…

Discover that in the dungeon of my black emotions,
There lies a shiny sword of freedom, awaiting instructions,
Feed it all that it knows, again and again, till it retards,
In that world, it could rain upwards…

Few will understand, and fewer will respond,
When the poet and his melancholy muse, end their song,
If it all was that simple, we would kneel and look skywards,

And in that world, it would no longer rain upwards… 

Friday, September 9, 2016


Amusing Eye Games




Soft Silky Smells that jumped over the stranger’s mind fence,

Lace Filled Dreams that swam through the lover’s blood – dense…

A gentle brush of your eyes over mine, only a union of bodies was nigh,

Lit those Candles across my face coz’ your smell made me high….



An orange flame that crept out of his deep blood red heart,

Drowned out her cold defense and pulsated her with warm defeat…

She held her gaze and met his eyes, which locked in and intertwined,

For that one moment, which seemed infinite in both our minds…



The flame froze, then died, but the warmth fraught on,

And to mundane tasks, I loaned myself, but then found myself alone…

I sat rapt in study, of that delicate frame, buried within my head,

Seven eons of feeling, that was pent up, on my face she read.



A fast but fluid friendship was building, and only time could tell its fate,

There was a desire to rush, but it always seemed wiser to wait…

And till, then they would know each other’s names,

And continue to play the amusing eye games…




Monday, July 25, 2016


The Lizard King



The lizard king, slimy but with a golden touch
Awaiting the minions who carry out his search
Sitting around in glum and glee, Is he really the king of misery?

He shouted out with clear notes of wisdom,
His voice rang with the thunder of freedom,
His voices of flavor became one another,
His Rising eruption, his doom’s creator…

With a genuinely charmed pulsating whine,
Feeding his tentacles, long and white,
Slimy and stubborn at the same time
Where choices are finite but they do not rhyme…

As he gazed over the mountain, with wisdom immense,
His eyebrows curled and his emotions were dense
He foresaw the horizon and knew he couldn’t miss
His pupils gazed into his slimy mind, with a silent hiss …

He shouted out with clear notes of wisdom,
His voice rang with the thunder of freedom,
His mercurial musings deepened his fever,
Buried in his putrid philosophies that stank forever… 

Till he turned back into that majestic king,
And as he spoke with that ever knowing ring,
In his voice that echoed afar, forever pale and deep
In a cage, his withered mind, knew how to sleep and weep…


Sunday, May 8, 2016

Cherry Night wolf
 

A cheery night wolf that lives through others,
And docile humans, it always smothers
In puzzles of social patterns, it prowls and preys,
Through Jade chambers of jealousy, and stale grays…

On a light brown morning, as the street glowed red,
The storm wall loomed, and he raised his head,
Fielding the magic sword, he walked alone
Stepping through the darkened door, he found his own…

What a lapse of time and thought,
He waited still while he often forgot,
In this crystal blue dream, in his feathery cove
Broken first, but stronger still, his rusted and reticent love…

As he ran by the hills and saw the tribes,
Froze and puffed, and stroked those guttural vibes
The sea wrote its story, in a rocky blend
Thru its foggy cloak, summoned him to the farthest end…

Stood atop the valley, and heard the river songs
Bowed to the breeze which righted his wrongs
betwixt Golden Harmony and flawless domain,
He could breathe, think and feel again…

And even though he was lonely and gaunt,
A defiant candle of hope, in his heart burnt
Thru the smoky rings of a hundred peace pipes
He laid to rest, the night wolf, and his thousand lives…


















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